My US visa was valid for three years. Please someone pinch me. Even during the layover in London I still could not believe that I was finally going to the country of people’s dreams. For a whole year I was restless, moving from one place to another, trying to overcome a sudden sense of fear. I was filling my life with new experiences, delicious food, alcohol and adventures. And, I could not wait for the next chapter. Now looking back and going through the pictures of the American summer, it feels like it all happened a long time ago to someone else.